The Possible Nature of Qualia from a Neural-formative Perspective

July 9th, 2010 by admin

Hold on to your hats here because I am going to try to describe what just struck me in my thinking about qualia and tetrachromats.

I will not bother with explaining some of the terminology that I use (like qualia), but will assume you are familiar with it. On the first use of a rather obscure term, I’ll link it to some definitional source.

Anyway, here goes.

I never thought too much about qualia until I heard about tetrachromats. Then that got me thinking. You see, the color field of a tetrachromat is in 4 dimensions, not 3 like most of us. Yet, tetrachromats properly have the 4 dimensional field of colors [citation needed]. But how could genetic evolution code for the neural processing of a 4th dimensional field of colors, given the rarity of this trait in humans?

Then it dawned on me — genetics doesn’t code for color fields at all! At least not directly. If it codes for anything, its something extremely abstract in this regard — abstract and general enough that the brain itself, during the formation of the visual cortex and other parts of the brain that processes the output from the visual cortex, etc.

If genetics doesn’t code for the dimensionality of the qualia of color, then how does it come about?

We know that the fine details of neural formation does not happen from genetics, but from stimulation by the environment. There has been much research on this, for feel free to Google away!

Now, you know the old philosophical arguments about where or not you and I see the same colour red, etc. But what is the essence of the color red? Why does red look red?

And more important, how is it that the brains of human tetrachromats can so easily process a 4th dimensional color field when we are clearly not evolved to do so?

It occured to me that the reason we have qualia at all is because the brain needs a way to handle the differential nature of the sensory input it gets tons of. During early formation our neural networks must “compute” these differentials and also find representations for them.

Our neural networks, during formation, are driven by the complex dynamics of the differential stimuli to form a complex differential representation which we call “qualia”. The qualia is therefore the result of this emergence: the qualia is the complex differential representation of the process complex differential dynamics of the stimuli the brain is constantly bombarded by.

I would also say the brain does it this way for all complex differential stimuli. Auditory, olfactory, tactile, spatial-temporal senses, etc.

This view may aid AI research, because we can configure neural nets to do processing this way.

I need to think about this more, because this encompasses so much. It may also help explain why we are so receptive to learning language as well when we are young. And it may inform other areas of neuroscience.

OK, time to take a walk and cogitate on this. Because it may also mean (and probably does) that what we think of a consciousness itself is the result of the brain doing that complex “sensory” differential analysis on itself!

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Are you a “neuron” in a “Mass Mind”?

June 27th, 2009 by fred

If there is one qualifying thing about humans, it’s one thing: They love to communicate.

Witness the births and rapid development of communication technologies, from smoke signals (well, they did travel at the speed of light!) to the Gutenberg Press to telegraph to telephone to mass media systems like radio and TV to now the Internet.

Now, you can find others that share your interests, no matter how obscure, anywhere and everywhere on the planet.

You can hook up with old high-school and college chums you haven’t seen in 30 years. You can find those local with your common obscure interests and meet them in person. You can sell objects of limited interest — or find them. You can conduct business with others around the world that you have never met in person.

You can even work from home in a “virtual company”. Or you can make money selling ads on your web sites. Or find other creative ways to make money. Even find jobs and the like.

Information abounds from Wikipedia to every college and university that have cared to put up free courseware and research papers  on the web. Or you can get the goods on a person by hitting aggregate data services and track a person’s every address, job, and other activities going back decades.

Governments also have the goods on you, secretly monitoring your communications and bank transactions for whatever purposes they see fit…

My point here is that we now live in an age of hyper-connectivity. Not just instant communication, but for each and every individual being able to reach hundreds if not thousands with ANY information for ANY purpose at low to no cost.

With all this hyper-connectivity, some emergence is inevitable. The question is, of course, can or has that emergence organized itself to be a thinking, throbbing entity all its own? Is this possible? And if so, how would we mere “neurons” know it’s happened?

Keep in mind, as well, that this “mass mind” might operate — and most likely would — on time scales much different from  our human time senses would recognize. What if it took a day to complete a “complete thought”, whatever that would be? A week? A year? How would we know?

I do think this question is answerable — in time. And wouldn’t it be ironic that, in our searching and yearning for discovery of extra-terrestrial intelligence, that is emergent intelligence was with us all along sitting right here under our noses?

Well, what would we call such a thing? What would a neuron call the brain? I’ll leave you with that thought. :-)

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Men are People Too!!!

April 9th, 2009 by admin

Men have become 2nd-class citizens in our country. We are considered expendable by the media and government and society at large. For instance, in any circumstance where there is tragedy involved, You always hear reference to “the women and children” that were harmed. Almost never THE MEN. Why is this? Are women and children more deserving than men? Is it OK to kill men but not the women and children? Where did this all come from?

Even after all the struggles in this country for “equality” by women, you will note that Selective Services only require boys, not girls to register.  Our male children are considered potential war fodder where our our female children are not? Why is it that the males are always considered more expendable? What is going on with that? And if feminists truly want equal treatment, why have they not fought to be considered equally expendable?

Funny, that.

Personally, I am against war.  The wars the US have been engaging in past WWII have not involved actual attacks on US soil. You may argue that 9-11 is an exception, but 9-11 is not the result of a country looking to invade and take over the US, but a set of individuals who are pissed that the US have come in and meddled around in their countries!

A bit different, indeed.

And yet, our young boys are expected to go to these foreign lands, kill innocents, and be killed themselves. All to serve the military industrial complex, all to serve resource interests, all to serve the corporate dollar.

At the expense of their blood.

Sorry, I’m not buying it.

Men are real people. We are NOT expendable. We can be just as “innocent” as the much vaunted “women and children”. And I will no longer stand for being declared a 2nd-class citizen.

True equality means that we are ALL treated equally. The feminists who only fight when they can get an advantage, but become very quiet when they will get a disadvantage, like with car insurance or the Selective Service, for instance, are being very disingenuous on the claim they want “equality”. They don’t want equality, but want an advantage. I would respect them more if they would just admit the truth.

Ultimately, I hold that “equality” is a mirage concept — it seems good from a distance, but becomes completely unworkable when you examine it up close. The truth of the matter is that we are all individuals, all born with a various admixture of talents and potentials. I firmly hold that individuals should not be hindered in any way from expressing those talents and potentialities. Nor should they be considered “less of a person” due to some of those traits or lack of certain potentialities. They should not be considered “less of a person” due to personal choices, predilections, cultural identifications, orientations, or anything else.

We are Human, after all.

Alas, that’s also the problem.

We humans evolved to favor “tribalism”.  This may have been an important survival characteristic in long times past, before recorded history, when life was very harsh and the food was scarce. Humans had to band together in small functional groups to survive, and fight other small bands of humans that may take their hard-earned resources away.

Yeah, I get that.

But today, we are a gigantic community of 6.5 billion humans. The old ways of tribalism need not apply. Indeed, the old ways get in the way of human progress.  It leads to conflicts at all levels, small and great.

The old ways of tribalism  have given way to mega-tribes and mega-clustering. We now have clusters within clusters within clusters, and groupings of groupings of groupings, many of which overlap in complicated ways. The sheer size of it all would require many lifetimes to crack and understand.

But the downside is, of course, that some of the clusters still fight other clusters in very old-style tribal-like fashion.  Whether or not we are talking about wars and other issues surrounding geopolitics, or gender issues, or gay and lesbian rights, or labor unions, or Democrats vs. Republicans, or Racism, or Religious bigotry, it does not matter.  It’s the old, superannuated tribalistic ways being applied to today’s modern world.

Inefficient and wasteful of the human species.

Somewhere in there, Men have been forced into a type of diaspora,  which are presumed dangerous and dishonest until proven otherwise. We are automatically considered criminalistic power-hungry killers until we can be shown to be something else. Even Hollywood kowtows to these stereotypes, in many subtle and not so subtle ways.

Even the news media is biased as it presents men’s issues vs. women’s issues. And this has been going on for decades.

Feminists expect the young men born today to bear the blame and responsibility of the abuses in the past, where today’s men had nothing to do with.

So we are treated harshly by the police, by family court, and the society at large.

THIS MUST STOP.

Men as dads are very compassionate, love their children as much as the moms do, and are every bit as nurturing, if not more so.

We must get back to considering Individuals as Individuals, not as some member to some tribal mega-group, where all sorts of biases and assumptions are imposed.  We are NOT the expendable money bags that the courts and feminists try to make us out to be.

WE CARE.

And as soon as everyone recognizes this plain fact, the sooner we can achieve parity.

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The 11th Husband (humor)

March 20th, 2009 by fred

A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, he told her new husband to “Please be gentle; I’m still a virgin.”

“What?” said the puzzled groom. “How can that be if you’ve been  married ten times?”
“Well, husband # 1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me  how great it was going to be. ”

“Husband # 2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he’d look into it and get back with me.”

“Husband # 3 was from Field Services; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn’t get the system up. ”

“Husband # 4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn’t know when he would be able to deliver.”

“Husband # 5 was an Engineer, he understood the basic process but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state of the-art method. ”

“Husband # 6 was from Administration; he thought he knew how but he wasn’t sure whether it was his job or not.”

“Husband # 7 was in Marketing; although he had a product, he was never sure how to position it.”

“Husband # 8 was a Psychiatrist; all he did was talk about it. ”

“Husband # 9 was a Gynecologist; all he did was look at it. ”

“Husband # 10 was a Stamp Collector; all he ever did was……..
God, I miss him.”

” But now that I’ve married you, I’m so excited.”

“Wonderful!”, said the husband, “But, why?

“You’re with the GOVERNMENT.

This time I KNOW I’M gonna get SCREWED…”

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My Thoughts on the Financial Meltdown, Obama, and the General State of Affairs in the World

November 29th, 2008 by admin

The Global Financial Picture and its Antecedents

In these tumultuous times, one looks at the stock market with dread. Titanic shifts in wealth occur on a daily basis as the players in this zero-sum game battle it out for the challenge of a lifetime. What is really sad is that many of the players do not ever understand that this is a zero-sum game; that the stock market is nothing more than a wealth-exchange system. That’s right. Wealth is not created by the stock market, but is exchanged among the players. To be in that market without realizing that very fundamental fact is, in my opinion, rather foolish.

Many have their life’s savings and their retirement tied up in the stock market, and it amuses me even more to hear all of the talking heads giving the exact wrong advice about what to do. They all say “stick it out”, “hang in there”, and “you don’t want to miss that uptick”, etc.

But many of these naieve players have been listening to this very wrong advice as they watched their portfolios cut in half or worse over the past year. Many are actually getting hit by margin calls and thus are seeing their holding sold by their brokers to cover themselves. This is part of the drive in the titantic moves being seen daily in the market right now.

I tell all my friends these days to *be in cash*, but they get so many mixed messages they don’t know if they should listen to me or listen to the idiot financial advisers. And I can fully appreciate the emotions involved. Moreover, many are in complicated financial instruments tied to the market carrying tax consequences and other hits for an early pullout. This is really sad, because it only complicates the picture even further for them.

I still stick to my mantra: BE IN CASH. You can always jump back in when the smoke clears. And so what if you miss the “initial uptick”. At least you would’ve limited your losses.

But where did all of this come from? Where did all of the bad advice on how to deal with the market generate? This is my take on it.

During the 20th century, we saw something incredible — the stock market always seemed to go up in the long run. The thinking of that times was to “be in it for the long haul”, without any thought or consideration as to how a zero-sum game can always keep going up indefinitely, and what was driving it. No one was interested since it seemed to be going up forever.

Now, I invite you to click the following link:

Big Charts of NYSE

Now set the time frame to “All Data”, and the frequency to “Yearly”. Yes, I am too lazy to past a picture of the chart into this blog, but I think it’s better if you play with these charts for yourself.

You will notice that the NYSE, a composite of all the stocks on the New York Stock Exchange, has shown a steady increase from 1970 till 2000 or so. Then you see a very sharp decline. Then you see it rise again from 2003 till now, where you see an even bigger decline knocking its levels back to where it was back in 2002. You will also note that since 1970 where the data starts, there has been no such titanic shocks before on that scale.

Now, look down beneath the price chart to see the volume chart. Look at how the volume increases corresponds with the rise of the NYSE, and look what took place from 2000 till now. This, my friends, tells the true story about the markets. Charts don’t lie, and what you see here is the real truth about the market. But how does one interpret this truth?

Think for a moment. The stock market is a zero-sum game. It does not create money; nor does it destroy it. Money simply shifts hands. Every dollar you make on the stock market *must* come out of someone else’s pocket, and every dollar you loose *must* going into the pockets of another. That is the inherent nature of a zero-sum game.

Now, look back again at the volume chart and you will start to understand what is really happening. Throughout the latter half of the 20th century, there was a big push to get more and more average people involved in the stock market — either directly, or through some derivative instrument, like mutual funds, 401Ks, IRAs, and the like.

My “Greater Fools” theory on the stock market: in order to make money on the stock market, you need greater fools to take the stocks off your hands at a greater price than you paid for it. Therefore, the only way the market can continue that growth curve in the 20th century is to have an ever increasing number of “Greater Fools” to keep flocking into the market, and this is marked by the steady volume increases you see from 1970 till 2000.

The problem is, of course, is that the supply of Greater Fools is limited. You eventually hit exhaustion. Then the prices stop rising. Then panic ensues and everyone starts selling off, generating even more panic which leads to ever more sell-offs. Those fools caught at the top of the market then give up their dollars to those whom they bought from. Yes, my friends. Those fools at the top of the market are left holding the bag for the wealth the rest of us have managed to extract from the market before the fall.

Fun stuff, huh?

What does this mean for the greater financial picture overall?

Implicit in many financial policies and financial instruments is the fallacy of “infinite growth” — that is, the markets will continue to grow forever without bound. Because of the fallacy of that assumption, anything based on that fallacy must fail eventually.

And now to introject some chaos into your understanding of the markets.

In systems that grow beyond a certain “magical rate”, the growth become chaotic. It does not matter what the system is — it could be populations of bacteria or players in the financial world –, it’s almost a “law of the universe” from the standpoint of chaos. Click the next link:

Feigenbaum Logistic Map

You will note the simple recurrence equation for growth listed, and the map of what happens when growth rates are too high. The numbers bounce around chaotically. Why? Because you have growth that depends on finite resources. If you grow faster than your resources does, you hit a ceiling and — well — chaos ensues. No pun intended!

What we see going on in the marketplace is a similar story, though more complicated than this simple formula. Humans with a stake in the game will do whatever they can to keep the party going even when it’s quite evident that the party must end eventually. We see this in the sub-prime mortgage fiasco going on right now. Since the greater fools ran out of their normal market, they kept it going higher artificially by seeking out riskier and riskier investments, which themselves came to a head as we have seen. It merely delayed the inevitable. If you go back to that NYSE chart, you see after the big drop in 2003 the market go even higher, but without the matching concomitant increases in volume. The NYSE figures were pushed up artificially higher by something, and since the markets are so interconnected, my guess is that it was pushed up higher by all the bad loans that were made.

You see, I am as guilty as the next guy here, because not only did I benefit from the financial boom in the 90s, but I also — after the so-called “dot-com” crash — managed to re-fi my home twice without any real income!!! Now admittedly, it helped tremendously in keeping my home and thus a roof over the heads of my family in those times, but really and honestly I should not have received those two loans without a solid financial basis.

Well, these days I am on better financial footing, but many were not able to make that transition and had to default on their loans, and thus began the “shout in the mountains” that lead to the avalanche in the financial markets we see today. Yes, my friends, another aspect of Chaos Theory: Self-Organized Criticality:

SOC Link

The language in this link may be beyond some, but basically what it states is that dynamical systems have a tendency to organized themselves to a critical state that can then undergo a “phase transition” — a drastic change of state — almost spontaneously. Basically, a fancy way of stating that “what goes up, must come down”, at the risk of oversimplification.

I am basically stating that all the current efforts to blame the fall on the last administration, on the CEOs of AIG, Meryl Lynch, and Lehman Bros, etc. is all a wash. Once that critical state was hit, a little girl going “BOO” on Wall Street would’ve triggered the avalanche. And no, I am not kidding.

The Obama Win and what that means

What about the [ast election and the overwhelming win by Obama, who has now become the nation’s “Great Black Hope”? (There are reasons I use that phraseology, but I will go into that in a future blog.) I am not convinced that He nor his team he’s assembling has a clue on how to halt this avalanche. He seems to be picking everyone who is from the “old school” understanding of economics. No one has yet to mention the very plain fact that most of our financial infrastructure is predicated on a fallacy. I suppose to mention that fact would really cause the panic to amplify even more. You don’t want to spook the poor saps left holding the bag too much or they would all want to dump their bags at once driving everything to zero.  And yet, the governments around the world pulling money out of thin air in their vain attempts to “shore up” the banks will only trigger a devaluation of currency that will send the market down even faster.

There is the spectre of deflation which would seem at odds with creating money out of thin air which should trigger inflation. Fun stuff huh? But I have come up with a modification to the self-organized criticality theories with special regards to the financial markets and how governments try to manipulate them:

The dynamical system so conditioned will see to organized itself to a critical state that will thwart any and all of the usual attempts to control said system. Basically, the dynamical system will evolve itself to the point of ignoring the usual control points. Basically, what I am saying is that “all the King’s horses and all the King’s men could not put the financial markets back together again!” Could there be hidden wisdom in a simple tale for kids? Hmmmm….

And yet we see that very thing taking place. Of all the coordinated efforts of many governments to inject money into the broken Humpty-Dumpty market, nothing has really worked. If that doesn’t scare the willy out of your pants, it should.  I am basically saying that we are in for some “interesting times” the likes of which have never been seen before in the history of the world. I dearly hope my prognostication is dead wrong, but I see no reason to assert otherwise. I predicted this 2nd financial shock about 8 or 9 years ago; I just wasn’t sure when it would happen. It’s actually happening earlier than I had anticipated, and we’re just seeing the beginning, folks. Now GM is talking about needing a bailout, and perhaps a couple more US auto manufacturers will be sucked into that downdraft as well. And the cascading cacophony of failures will continue for years to come. No market will be immune. Attempts governments make to stop it will only either make the problem worse or delay the inevitable.

Will when this avalanche stop? I do not know. Will the stock market ever “fully recover?” I don’t think so. I cannot see beyond the current mess because the picture has become chaotic that there is simply no way to know what will emerge “on the other side”.

But I will say this: We are in for one helluva ride!

So what does poor “Joe the Plumber” do?

Well, actually, if you are in the plumbing business, I wouldnt’ worry too much. For starters, your job can’t be outsourced. And as long as people continue to use pipes for their water supply and flush toilets to get rid of their shit, there will be a demand for you. They may pay you a bit less, but you’ll get by.

If you are “Joe the Hedge Fund Manager”, it was nice knowing you. Time to start thinking about a serious career change and possibly relocation. You really don’t want to be in an area with 10s of thousands of out of work people in your field all competing for the same scant handful of alternative jobs available. Do your research well and get the hell out of New York NOW.

If you are “Joe the Software Geek” working in IT, especially on a hot money producing website, stay exactly where you are. If you are thinking about hopping jobs,think carefully about whether or not the company you hop to can weather the impending financial firebomb headed our way. Even think that about the company you are with currently, and make the necessary adjustment in your short-term career goals.

If you are “Joe the Nurse”, stay put. Or better yet, consider relocating to Florida or California, or any place where wealthy seniors like to flock to. There’s still a shortage in the nursing field, so mop it up.

If you are “Joe the Entrepreneur”, think creatively yet realistically about your plans and goals. There may be hidden opportunities to capitalize on the firestorm to come. Drink in information from many sources about the global and local marketplaces, and try to understand how one relates to the other. Then POUNCE.

If you are “Joe about ready to divorce Jane”, this may be a wonderful time to file if you can kick Jane out of the house first. Especially if your mortgage is below water due to no fault of your own. You may be able to get rid of Jane and keep the house too. But be sure you keep the kids as well, because if Jane leave with them you are still screwed.

If you are “Joe the Homeless Beggar”, expect to get a lot of competition in the upcoming years. Expect also your begging clientele to become increasingly tight-waded as this burn-down progresses. You might actually consider this a golden opportunity to do something more meaningful with your life. Hop to it.

If you are “Joe the Civil Servant”, stay where you are. Rest assured that the government you work for will find newer and more creative ways to rip the rest of us off in order to maintain their power-base, of which you are a part.

If you are “Joe the Student”, you’ve got some real issues to think about. You have to do the hard thing of thinking about where the world will be when you graduate and whether or not a market will exist for your hard-won skills. Never-mind whether or not you’ll be able to afford it or not. Coming out with your sheepskin and a $100K debt just to take up a career of taxi driving is worse than skipping the whole affair and just jumping to taxi driving. Or consider the career of being a beach bum. Or leech off your parents for as long as they will let you. Forget joining up with the Armed Forces unless you have a death wish. Talk to some old vets first — especially from the Viet Nam War era — to get a good picture  of what to expect before you do something foolish. Trust me; it’s better to be a beach bum or a continual headache for the old man.

The Upshot of all this?

Unless you pay attention to what is REALLY going on (as opposed to what all the talking heads are babbling) and plan according to your own personal situation, you will be screwed. Plain and simple. It’s going to be tough enough even with the best laid plans of Mice, but really you don’t want to leave your future to “Fate”. Now is NOT the time to be believing in all that “God” hogwash. Now is the time to consider No. 1 your primary importance. Understanding instead of “Faith” is what will save your ass. Let the fools do as they will. Let them burn in their own self-created hells. YOU, on the other hand, must look and think in ways that are extremely non-traditional if you are going to come out of this alive. Don’t take my advice; don’t take anybody’s advice. Understand the situation for yourself and TAKE ACTION. Do this and there’s a good chance you will emerge victorious. Listen to the idiots on CNN, Bloomberg, and your Nice Friendly Government to your own peril. Understand why they say what they do, and what’s in it for them vs. what’s in it for you.

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Teaching a Man to Fish…

June 22nd, 2008 by fred

An interesting thought occurred to me this morning. It’s all about the “teaching a man to fish” aphorism.  I thought about this in context with the way I’ve been homeschooling my kids.

Basically, as you know, the aphorism goes thusly:

Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day.
Teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime.

Well, that’s nice and all, and demonstrates the importance of education with regards to self-actualization and a lot of other goodies. But it seems to be lacking something, something that is embrolied in the approaches I have been using to homeschool my kids.

You see, I always thought that the love of knowledge actually more important than the knowledge itself. A person can  be”taught” anything, but if the person has no love for it, no passion, no desire to embrace what has been taught, then the teaching will only go so far.

The goal with the teaching of anything is not only to teach a thing, but to somehow inculcate a love for the thing. When you desire a thing, you are more prone to go out on your own to learn more about the thing. Of course, inculcating desire is not always possible in the typical teaching situations, but as a parent, I have an avenue open to me that few other would be able to travel.

By example, by being passionate myself, by openly showing my own love and thirst for knowledge, I can inculcate that desire for knowledge and understanding in kids, and have done so.  And actually, any good teacher can do much of the same. Though, as a parent, my kids see me everyday, so I can be much more effective.

You don’t even have to be perfect as a parent, either (but you do as a teacher! :-) ) For instance, I have shown a desire and love for learning foreign languages to my kids– and most notably French.  Today,  after 10 years, I still struggle with French and would probably have a hard time asking for where the nearest drugstore is in Paris, but I did learn something, and the kids saw that.

Their young minds are much more able to pick up languages than my 40-something brain is, and so one daughter has taken it upon herself to learn Japanese and German. The other daughter is starting to pick up an interest from her sister and — I estimate — will increase in her interest soon. Perhaps she’ll pick different languages to learn apart from her sister or her dad. Or maybe some of the same. Who knows?

So, getting back to that aphorism, I thought to add an additional line. So now it becomes:

Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day.
Teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime. 

Give a man the desire to fish, and he’ll start a whole fishing industry that will teach and feed thousands.

Yes, that is the distilled essence of my approach to homeschooling, and how I approach life in general. Find a way to create desire, and you have found a way to create something disruptive. Something with the power of changing the world, something that will have a ripple effect that will reach many people in ways you would never have thought of.

A good question to ask is how we can accomplish that small feat in not just the homeschooling environment, but with any teaching establishment in general?

The answer is simple and plainly obvious. Alas, the devil’s in the implementation. The answer is, of course: find those passionate teachers and put them in front of students. But where do you find enough passionate teachers to kick something of this magnitude off? Something that will take the US school system from being ranked 18th in the world back to number 1?

There are those who blame the poor performance in the educational system on the heterogeneous composition of the United States.  To that I say, hogwash. The link above indicates a few possibilities as possible causes, including how subjects are taught here in the US, which tends to focus more on procedure than concepts — something I have personally noted myself, which is part of the reason I elected to homeschool my kids.  But to teach concepts, rather than procedure, the passion of the teacher will have a strong bearing on how well those concepts are taught, and how eager the students will be to learn them and use them.

It is my strongly held opinion that the nature of the bureaucracies surrounding the teaching establishment in the US has a lot to do with how poorly the US ranks in the world. Teachers are not as free as they should be on how they create their lesson plans and chose the materials to be taught. Too many subjects are thrown at the students all at once. And there also seems to be an over-emphasis on homework that eats up more of the kids’ time away from school which takes away from the time the kids have to  just be kids, to explore their own interests, or even to allow their parents to do supplemental schooling.

When I was homeschooling my kids, I only spent 2-3 hours with them on a couple of subjects, and we would focus on different subjects over the year, one or two at a time. I would also incorporate the homeschooling into our general lives, constantly introducing them to new concepts  and ideas in a very informal way.  In many respects what I did — and still do — would not even look like homeschooling to the average person.  Currently, I had to enroll them back in public school and they do very well, so my approach obviously worked.

But I digress. Where I spent 2-3 hours a day, the public school system spends 6 hours, plus they also give the students an additional 1-2 hours of homework every night.

The homework, in my state at least, counts as a major part of the grade, and if you don’t do it, you may be dropped one or two points on your letter grade. Your “A” may become a “B” or even a “C”. In some cases, it could get even worse.

And from the homework I’ve seen, it seems to focus much more on doing rote procedures than learning new concepts. It seems to be much more about  “busywork” than about actual learning and exploration of the subject. It seem to be much more about generating paperwork for the bureaucratic engine than it is about giving the desire and thirst for knowledge to our kids. If anything, it may serve to burn many kids off from the notion that education can be fun and rewarding.

In essence, it would appear the the US school system is geared and design to accomplish the exact opposite of my goals. It would seem that our public schools deliberately set out to destroy the natural and innate curiosity that our precious kids are born with.

If creating the desire to fish could feed nations, what effect would destroying the desire to fish have? Or worse, even creating a resentment of fishing? What effect would destroying the desire to learn have on our individual kids and on the nation as a whole?  In a world of increasing globalization, where would it leave this country financially? From a social standpoint, where would it leave this country? What kind of a future we could possibly hope to have with a nation of today’s knowledge and education-hating youth becomes tomorrow’s adults and the society at large?

We already are beginning to see some signs of this degradation in the overall quality of our nation. Look at what’s been going on with politics for the past couple of decades.  Witness what the media chooses to focus on and report. Note how the strong trend to “dumming down” the details of the coverage is. Or the interest in science and mathematics.  Or appeals to “just believe” rather than “gaining understanding”. Look at the quality of what’s available on the hundreds of channels on Cable and Satellite TV.

When you look at all of these fine elements and put the picture together, you begin to see the “big picture”. You begin to see where society as a whole is already headed, and you can also see what some of the causative factors are. It’s all there in front of your eyes, so look for yourself. Don’t take my word on it.

But before you lapse into  a state of perpetual despair,  ask yourself the question of what can be done to fix it.

It all boils down to individual action. It all boils down to focusing on what’s in your own backyard first. The old adage of “think globally, act locally” is close to the mark, but not quite spot on.  Let me modify that adage a bit:

Watch Globally
Think Locally
Act Locally
Solve Globally

Think about it for a moment. What influence do you have? Most of us only have local influence, so it really does not make much sense to spend too much time and effort on the global situation unless you have the power to affect global change. But if you have that kind of power, you are most likely already part of the problem rather than the solution.

But in thinking locally, you see real things that you can do something about. However, we still have to keep an eye on what’s going on globally, so we stay informed with information that may even effect how we think locally.

Most of us only have the power to act locally. So, if you have local focus with some input of the global situation, you can be much more effective locally.

And finally, the last part — Solve Globally.  This is where the collective effects of our individual local actions results at changing the global landscape. No government can stand against individuals taking local action. Governments typically don’t have a grasp on the whole notion of emergent systems and would be caught off-guard, which is the whole idea. We don’t wait around for the government  to fix the problem for us, because, frankly, it never will. I mean, think for a moment. How many decades has it been where you’ve heard politicians promising a “fix” to  the education problem in the US, yet we’re worse off than ever before? What was the whole “no child left behind” rhetoric all about, besides a sneaky way for the armed forces to get a mailing list on our kids for purposes of turning them into cannon fodder?

I leave it to you, then, to take action locally and solve the mess we are currently in globally.

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glow

April 4th, 2008 by fred

in the undying glow of the crescent sun
i became one with the wind

howling wind breaking the waves
howling wind in the shimmering shade
howling thoughts in the eve of twilight
howling winds blurring my sight

in the passion of the sunlit sky
the internal sea of shame flows
shall i spill my secrets to the world
or hold them in close proximity?

one hundred billion reasons to hope
two hundred million reasons to cope
three hundred thousand reasons to dive
four hundred reasons to drive

wrapped in the sea of shame i lie
prostrate and exposed to the open sky
vulture picking away my bones
cold, white, and bleached beneath a naked sun

i crawl around along the bottoms of complete fury, lost and cold and stripped of all humanity. i know not where i am or where i am headed. the clouds are grey and very heavy. the clouds are grey and very unforgiving. the stain upon my brain is the strain that i seek to refrain.

alone and running in the sunlight
bones clunking along in the sand
metatarsals cannot grasp the sand
loosing ground upon the land

and in the eve of the known huntings did i run and hide from my shame that streaks out behind me not unlike a cloak of anger in the darkness of the night holding the fright of the twilight insidious to my blight.

upon this i fear and dread
my hair falls upon the dead
as my fears dare to head
to the icy patches that are my bed.

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A New Man, Part 2 — Standing at the Shores of the 2nd Renaissance

March 29th, 2008 by fred

Back when I was much, much younger, I veered off the path of my intellect and became “a believer” of Christianity. Not only was this a mistake but a great waste of 4 or 5 years of my life. But it did a lot of damage — all that stuff about heaven and hell and “god’s chosen” and what not. Oh man.

2nd ReniassanceIt took me another 3 or 4 years to return to my place of intellect. I had to re-examine all my beliefs, and later I would come to question the very nature of belief itself. I did not leave any stone unturned. I questioned everything and sought answers.

And this was an amazing time, because I did get answers, and I was made better for them. I saw the world — indeed, the entire universe — through new eyes, the eyes of Knowledge and Understanding.

I called this period of my life “The Reconstruction” — but really, it was more of a Renaissance than anything. I mean, there was so much I learned. Fractals opened up my eyes to new possibilities. Indeed, Fractals was very key in helping me understand how complexity can arise out of simplicity. That gave me a very powerful basis for being able to assert — to my own tortured brain — that “god” was not required for the existence of the Universe, contrary to years of the lies I had been fed by the Christians.

I went on to learn more and more — about Complex Dynamical Systems, Artificial Life, Self-Adaptive System, and the like. For the first time in my life, not only could I understand that a “god” was not only not required, but also extremely unlikely.

I then learned about Memes and Thought Contagions from the seminal book published by Aaron Lynch. I began to understand the underlying mechanisms behind “beliefs” and how they are transmitted and themselves evolve to retransmit themselves. This put not only religion in a new light, but politics, the media, and many other things about the human social animal.

This forever changed my perception of the human — basically, human beings are little more than hosts for completing memes, some of which also influence behavior , and the memes that program for their own retransmission tend to crowd out those less successful at doing so.

Wow, most humans are little more than Mindless Vessels of Beliefs. This makes for a very dim view of the human-nodes out there, a very frightening view, one that I wish were not true, but I cannot deny my own reasoning on the matter.

And so, such more or less concluded my First Renaissance. As the Star Child in 2010 said, “I used to be Dave Bowman”.

Many years spun by, many challenges, many attacks, many triumphs, and a couple of darling girls along the way. Both girls make me very proud.

And now, once again, I find myself at the crossroads. But this time it’s entirely different. This time, it’s not a wasted flirtation with religion and other frivolous beliefs, but one of misplaced trust that has betrayed 15-16 years of investing in the emotional and material well-being of another. You know, marriage. But it goes beyond that, really.

I also find that science and mathematics has progressed much in the intervening years, and I’ve fallen behind a bit. There are new sets of “terrible secrets” yet to be uncovered. There are the futures of my kids. There’s my own future, and those I care about. And there’s the future of the entire Human Race to consider, and how I might be an influence there.

And so the need for my “2nd Renaissance” is at hand.

I couldn’t live in a better area for it — Greater Boston — where I have contact and access to some of the finest libraries and minds in this country. I have many Very Big Goals for the future. They will by no means be easy to accomplish. But then, what’s life without a challenge?

And so I go forth into the desert…

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And alone I stand…

March 10th, 2008 by fred

Alone I stand on the precipice looking out o’er the ocean

What dire unseen consequences lurks beneath the sinking sun

A darkness befalls us never to be had again

For beneath me…

What was blue and wet is now red and hot
What was calm and serene is now agitated and truculent
The Waves…

Like sand to glass the waves make
What was waves of cresting water are now flames licking the shore
What were curious creatures of the ocean are now demons aglow
What were mists are now plumes of smoke
What was a serene paradise is now an ocean of agony

I cry, for the land is barren and bereft of any joy

I try to hold a ray of hope in the face of untrouncable devastation

A face-lit dawn befalls a sea of troubles

The monsters come

The monsters ride the waves of fire

They are interested in you

They are known to you

They become you

They are you.

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I AM the Most Dangerous Man Alive…

March 3rd, 2008 by fred

It would appear as though some people see me as a “threat”, a “danger”, and act out of fear of my presence even though I have done nothing to provoke such reactions. I am at a loss to understand why this happens.

It’s as though my very existence is some sort of “crime” or “threat”. But I don’t get that.

I normally would not care except those so predisposed to such misgivings oftentimes act on those fears, leaving me to deal with the fallout. I get to pay the price and they get to get away with it. I am told a lot of lame excuses, even things like “put yourself in their shoes”, as though there is some justification that I am supposed to be understanding about.

So not only do I “get into trouble” for merely existing, I am also supposed to understand and sympathize for those who would complicate my existence due to no fault of my own.

But such people can be quite devastating and cause a lot of damage. The bitter divorce I am going through right now is an indirect fallout of such behavior.

But these people go without consequence with their own lives. I am the one left holding the bag. They soon forget the trouble they’ve caused me; I tread water just to keep from sinking due to the fallout.

So why does this happen? What is the explanation? Am I truly the “most dangerous man alive” without even knowing it? And what makes me so “dangerous”, anyway?

Some tell me the reason is that I am a “intelligent black man”, whatever that’s supposed to mean. Makes no sense to me. Aside from my supposed intelligence the only other “dangerous” thing about me is my dermal chromatics. But I truly don’t see what’s so dangerous about that, either.

I care about a lot of people. Indeed, I care about the entire world. I attempt to do what little I can to make the world a better place for my kids, so that they may have a hope and a future. That they may grow up in a world that is wonderful and prosperous; that they may grow up in a world that appreciates intellect, accomplishment, and creativity.

But many stand in my way now, and many sit in judgment of me. Why? Why are so many so critical of who and what I am? Why is it that some automatically question me without knowing a darn thing about me, not even my very name? Why is it that I must always be “on alert” for the idiots of the world; that I cannot simply relax and enjoy life, even in my “advance age” of 46? Why, oh why?

All I want to do is look up at the stars at night. Wonder about the mysteries of quantum mechanics and how that couples with the macro world. Explore the deep unknowns of complex evolving systems and how everything in the universe ties into it. Or be astounded at the beauty of a single flower. Or create wonderful algorithms that no one thought of before. Or ponder the inscrutable aspects of number theory. Or get lost all the newest and latest discoveries on DNA and genetics in general. Or…

And yet what I get to put up with is anything but sublime. Some of the things I’ve been falsely accused of would astound you. Everything from “owing” $23,000,000 to the IRS to “kidnapping” my own wife and kids that willingly wanted to come home with me a few years back. Well, long story. And I’ve got a lot of them.

All I ever wanted to do was look up at the sky and see, experience, and understand the majesty of the universe. And share part of that wonder with my kids.

Am I such a bad person? You be the judge!

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My comment on the “teaching your kid how to program” blog

February 2nd, 2008 by fred

I wish to comment on the blog — or rather the comments added to the blog — about teaching your kid how to program.

 

Being a parent of 3 kids myself, I have quite a bit to say about this, actually.

 

Many of the comments on the “teaching your kid how to program” article were very down on the idea, suggesting it would be better to teach your kid all about sports first.

Now, I though that was rather odd. I mean, why one over the other? What is so damned special about sports? One respondent claimed that it was “imposing your dreams on your kid” to teach the kid programming, but it was “OK” to teach sports instead. How is that any less “imposing your dream?” I hear of many stories how some kids actually dread the whole sports bit, little league and all, but do it anyway because their parents have “high expectations” of them to hit a silly ball across the field.

I have two daughters. Being an ardent hacker myself, I introduced both daughters to the computer early on. One of my daughters took to the computer especially well at the age of 2, where she enjoyed playing around with a painting program to make beautiful patterns and abstract art. I also taught her number theory a year or two later, where I gave her a basic understanding of prime numbers, multiplication, and division. I manage to do this cleverly enough with pennies, and showing her how a prime number of pennies could not be arranged into a rectangle other than 1 x n, where a composite number of pennies could be. Then, the height and with of the rectangle represented multiplication of those two numbers, etc.

Today, that daughter is 15. When she was 7, she built her own robots, and programmed her own websites in PHP around 9 or so. Today, she loves art and can draw at a professional level, as well as still harboring a love for math and science. She plans to go into architecture some day, so I’d better scramble together lots of cash so I can send her off to college!

The younger daughter, now 10, also loves science. It is pure joy to see her curious about the world around her.

Both daughters are wicked intelligent, and that’s not just me saying that. Everyone who knows them say that about them as well. Now, imagine what would’ve happened to their aspiring minds if I had tried to force them into sports. They would’ve been bored and resentful. Sports is just not their thing.

And my point is?

Simple. It’s all a matter of knowing your kids. You expose them to a bit of everything, and see where their interests lie. You then make it possible for them to pursue those interests. Eventually, as they get older, there interests become more refined and individual in nature, and they are almost always never exactly what the parent “hopes for”. But a good parent will continue to support the kids in their pursuit of knowledge and wonder, anyway.

Do I have a problem with my kids being into sports? Not at all. One kid loves to ice skate, which I think is great. The other kid loves martial arts.

So, as you see, I have nothing against sports in general. However, I do think it gets over-emphasized by our culture. I took a visit to my daughter’s high-school and had a look at the news articles they had posted on their billboard. More than half of those articles had to do with sports in some form or fashion. Maybe one or two had anything to do with academics.

This was very telling.

It is clear that there is much anti-intellectualism in our country, even in the schools that are charged to teach our young. This is particularly sad, considering that the rest of the world at large tends to value education more and as a result their students are so much further along than our students in the US.

I don’t know what to do with the problem at large, but I do know what to do for my own kids. Be the right example for them as far as intellectual pursuits go, and make them feel proud for their intellectual and academic accomplishments. They will be able to compete with the rest of the world in the 21st century where many US kids will wind up working a McJob.

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A New Man

December 10th, 2007 by fred

This morning, I awoke a New Man.

You see, I came to a rather simple realization. For all of those individuals who have tried to make me stumble throughout my life, it wasBirth of a New Man not really due to a fault of my own, but theirs. You see, I simply exist, and as I exist, I seek to be great. I want to explore the universe of knowledge and understanding. I wish to accomplish many things. And indeed I have. As a kid, I educated myself in mathematics and science at a college level, even before reaching high school. While in high school, I kicked off my career as a software engineer without even knowing.

And here, after 30 years or so, I stand with many more notable accomplishments under my belt. And I’ve only just begun. I have my sights set on things far greater than anything I’ve accomplished to date.

In a real sense, I have been a giant among fools. Not that I exalt myself as being “superior”, but at the same time I must recognize that I am qualitatively different from your average bear.

So when others come to beat me down, it is not really due to a fault of my own, but to a fault of theirs. Far too long I have taken the blame for the fault of others. Far too long have I tried to find the flaw within me as an explanation for why others attack me. For too many years have I pointed the finger at myself rather than looking with the eyes of wisdom to recognize that it is not I that is the problem.

You see, we live in a world, a society, that is very good at foisting blame and guilt and shame on the individual. And sometimes the individual is at fault, but not always, you see.

As a giant, I sometimes make the fools tremble without knowing. Perhaps they are afraid of being crushed underfoot. Perhaps they are jealous they are not giants themselves. Perhaps their minds overflow with hatred.

Should I really care why a fool is a fool? It is incumbent upon me to diagnose their woes? Should not a fool take responsibility for her own self and solve her own problems?

If you are wondering why I use “her” instead of “his/her” or some other epicene phraseology, there is a good reason for that, but I’ll get to that later.

Where does my own responsibilities lie? Good question. Simple answer. My responsibilities lie in recognizing the fool for what she is, and for handling any damage the fool has caused, and for ensuring that I don’t become a fool myself.

That is to say, I can’t allow the farm to be lost because fools exist. Fools exist for sure, and fools will always be with us. Like the dust in the air, like the dirt in the sea, like the falling leaves, fools will always be. But the farm, the farm must be guarded at all costs. The farm must not be allowed to slip away to oblivion, to be raided, to be destroyed by pests, to grow with weeds due to despair. No. The farm must be guarded at all costs.

Let me explain my allegorical language above.

“The Farm” represents the body of my life’s accomplishments and the future “crop” they will yield. It is simple enough. The farm represents my life’s work and what great rewards that it may reap in the future.

The activity of fools always threaten that farm. Either directly thorough avarice, or indirectly through attrition. I must stand against the activity of fools, stand firm, stand guard. For my greatness lies in the farm. If I loose the farm, I have lost everything.

Lo, and I look upon the waters that extend to the horizon. The sunrise from the line shimmering the sky in intense hues of gold and blue amidst the cirrus clouds, assent to the apex to give warmth and light to the world. The gulls fly, the sand squeaks, the trees rustle in the oceanic morning breeze blowing in from afar, from thermals borne out of the rays of the sun.

For I am the sun to rise, to offer the world something terribly great and wonderful, that it might give life and enrich many. Including the fools that seek to make me stumble. They shall now flee in terror not due to me, but due to their own shortcomings. For, as I bear no responsibility for their attacks against me, neither shall I bear any responsibility for their own self-induced undoing. Like the leaves that fall to the earth and turn brown and crumble, so shall be the fools that would dare to cross paths with giants!

And now for why I use “her” and “she” when referring to fools.

You see, most of the fools in my life, in one capacity or another, who have crossed my path in their attempts to make me stumble, all tended to be female. This is simply an observation, not a plea for misogyny. I do not know why. Surely, there are equal numbers of fools in both sexes, but for some reason the ones who have tried to trip me up have been largely female. I have no explanation; only observations. Even when the fool is male, usually there was a female fool in the works that initiated the trouble. And oh yes, there are some males involved as well. Oh yes.

Can I stop a fool from being a fool? I don’t think so. But I can and will stand firm against a fool and prevent her from ripping everything away and from turning the farm into a desert.

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Awake one silly Friday morning…

September 28th, 2007 by admin

Hello, world!

Had a bit of a nasty dream this morning, and now I lie awake. Silly, I know, except not. Some good things have transpired in my divorce proceedings, and yet I can’t help but feel a sense of frustration. Perhaps it’s the slow pace of the law — I wish it were over already. Lawyers are getting fat and happy — they are the only winners in a divorce.

But, I’ve been through much worse and have emerged victorious, and this too shall pass. Just got to hang in there for a bit longer and all will be OK.

Don’t know what my “profound thought for the day” will be yet — I usually have one every morning, but this morning started way too early. I really should go back to sleep but, I AWAKE. Yep, you get it.

As far as the politics and horrors that are going on in the world, I have more or less tuned out on them. Hearing more about how the apes are apes has no appeal to me whatsoever. It’s all rather pointless after a a fashion. Same crud, different mud. You know what I mean. The teachings of Transcendental Sets have told me to not worry over such things, and so I won’t. Human-nodes will be human-nodes.

If you are still reading this, now you must be scratching your head going, “what???!” Don’t worry, I will explain all at some future date. You see, I have learned a great and terrible secret about the universe. And you want to know what that secret is?

My god, it’s full of Transcendental Sets!

Now do you understand?

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MySQL Camp II

August 23rd, 2007 by fred

I’m at the MySQL Camp today, and we’re discussing a lot of really interesting and cool things regarding MySQL.

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Squirrel Hunt at Borders

March 15th, 2007 by admin

Last year I caught this rare moment at Borders on video!

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